Nothing like starting the early afternoon in tears... Had a fantastic past few days with the bf and now I had to come to rehearsal and he is in my room waiting to see another friend. He leaves later but i wont get to see him as long as I would like. Classes start tomorrow and I dont want to even go to college anymore. Its way to stressful emotionally, mentally, and on the bank. I just want to move and be closer to him. I am extremely anxious all the time without him and it is the worst feeling in the entire world. I have no drive whatsoever to do anything when he is not here. I am completely and udderly miserable. I do a fair job at putting on a good face for everyone but it is almost always the same inside. Usually we have a good idea of when the next time he will be able to visit is and this time I dont think we have any idea. It might not be until the third week in February which is going to be a problem.
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